The Riches of the Resurrection

May 4, 2024
Great and Holy Saturday

Brothers and sisters, think of what you were when you were called. Not many of you were wise by human standards; not many were influential; not many were of noble birth. But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong. God chose the lowly things of this world and the despised things… so that no one may boast before him.
(I Corinthians 1:26-29)

Brothers and sisters, I have no way to account for how the hick from the midwest who is writing to you could come to experience the great riches of the Resurrection that the Church will celebrate this evening. I keep having a recurring nightmare that someone more important will find me out, tap me on the shoulder and forcefully inform me, “We don’t serve your kind around here.” My imposter syndrome lingers even after I have been an Orthodox Christian for over three decades. But St. Paul’s epistle reminds me that the apostles themselves were imposters: unschooled, ordinary people whom the Lord called out of their feelings of inferiority and unworthiness.

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Rest for the Restless

May 3, 2024
Holy and Great Friday

Thou hast made us for Thyself, and our hearts are restless until they find their rest in Thee.

Thus begins one of the greatest spiritual classics in Western literature, The Confessions of Blessed Augustine, forth century Bishop of Hippo in northern Africa. But it is more than a classic; it is a preeminent model for repentance. It is the working out of the plea of the Psalmist, “Search me, O God, and know my heart: try me, and know my thoughts: And see if there be any wicked way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.” (139:23-24)

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Find Your True Home in Church!

For those of you in my faithful readership who have yet to experience an Orthodox Christian Holy Week, now is your chance. At an Orthodox parish near you, begins a torrent of divine services next week unlike any you have experienced anywhere else on the planet. If you have always wondered what it would be like to live right now in the Kingdom of Heaven, this coming week might be the closest thing to it. Find your true home in the Church of Jesus Christ, Lord of Heaven and Earth, Victor over sin, death, and the grave.

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Building Institutions of Love

“Behold how good and pleasant it is when brothers dwell together in unity.”

Psalm 133

There is nothing quite like hearing a group of brothers sing a hymn of praise and thanksgiving to their common mother. Our weekend Lenten Clergy Govenie (retreat) at St. George Orthodox Church in Orlando, Florida concludes today with a bang: a Hierarchical Divine Liturgy with our Diocesan Metropolitan Dedo Vladika Joseph. But before the bang comes this solemn moment on Friday, the climax of our quiet contemplation, our heart-felt prayer, and our ascetic labor:  the Akathist prayer service to the Most Holy, Ever Virgin and Birthgiver of God, the Virgin Mary. It is a moment in our retreat when all the counsel and reflection of the previous two days is applied to each one of us personally. The fathers from the Govenie all confess their sins to one another and travel back to the hotel to sleep peacefully in anticipation of the morning.

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Papa’s Lenten Pancakes

Now that we have arrived at the first full week of Great Lent in the Orthodox Church and our Western brethren are approaching Holy Week, I thought I would share a tried and true recipe that our family shares at Sunday coffee hours throughout the year in either its fasting or feasting form (depending on the form of milk used). Blessed Lent or Happy Easter to you depending on which calendar you celebrate!

Dry Ingredients:**

  • 3 cups White Flour*
  • 1 cup Corn Flour
  • 1 cup Whole Wheat (or other flour)- optional
  • 1 cup instant oatmeal
  • ½ cup Flaxseed meal
  • ½ cup chia seeds
  • 1 cup sugar
  • 2 Tablespoons baking powder*
  • 1 teaspoon nutmeg
  • 1 teaspoon cinnamon*
  • 1 teaspoon pumpkin spice

Wet Ingredients:

  • ¼ cup vanilla extract
  • 2/3 cup vegetable oil (olive okay, but not ideal)
  • 2-3 cups non-dairy milk (soy, oat, almond, etc.; usually oat for us)
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The Bloody Conflict

This is a paper that I wrote for my class about the Boston Massacre.

It was a weirdly chilly night in March 1770, in Boston. A soldier, a red coat was guarding King Street. His name was Private Hugh White. Private White was bored. It was peaceful at first but then Private White became distressed and jittery. He skittishly watched the street. He knew that there were scary and spooky colonists out that night, some of them were patriots: Patriots that were going insanely berserk about King George and his unfair laws and taxes.

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An American C.S. Lewis

This memorial is long overdue as we fast approach the 4th year memorial this coming fall of the late Professor Thomas Howard. I recalled him recently as I read an article he wrote about sanctifying your home as a holy place. The article referenced a whole book he wrote on the subject of sanctifying our ordinary and humdrum habitations. As I reveled in his perky writing style, it struck me again how much he reminds me of one of my other great spiritual fathers, C.S. Lewis. Then I remembered how many times in my life I was blessed to enjoy the company of this would be American Oxford Don.

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Best of the Best 2023

Drum roll please… The results are in for the 2023: Best of the Best in all the respective media categories. Please see below and also the archives for previous years. Happy viewing and reading everyone, and as always, we would love to know what you think in the comment section below.  Separate reviews are linked on the underlined titles. Enjoy!

Adult Movies/TV

Nefarious (2023)
Sound of Freedom (2023)
Big George Foreman (2023)
Shiny Happy People (2023)
Marshall (2017)
Lupin (2021)
The Burial (2023)

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A Spectacular Saint

Why is it that on a feast day the whole of nature mysteriously smiles?

Akathist Glory to God for all Things.

Every year on December 19th, I celebrate St. Nicholas day with my parish. On St. Nicholas Eve my brothers and I make a line that we can’t pass till the morning so that we can experience the feast together. Then once we wake up, we would run downstairs to the presents. Now, once you get downstairs, it feels so magical seeing all the presents under the Christmas tree. Even if it wasn’t St. Nicholas who put them there, it still feels so magical, and we all have proof that there was a saint whose name was Nicholas who gave presents to little children.

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Freedom for the Cold and Calculating

Oh! But he was a tight-fisted hand at the grindstone, Scrooge! a squeezing, wrenching, grasping, scraping, clutching, covetous, old sinner!… External heat and cold had little influence on Scrooge. No warmth could warm, no wintry weather chill him. No wind that blew was bitterer than he, no falling snow was more intent upon its purpose, no pelting rain less open to entreaty. Foul weather didn’t know where to have him. The heaviest rain, and snow, and hail, and sleet, could boast of the advantage over him in only one respect. They often “came down” handsomely, and Scrooge never did.

Stave i, A Christmas Carol by Charles Dickens

I am a cold and calculating person by nature. I suppose that is what compels me so much about the character of Ebeneezer Scrooge. Like him, I can go whole stretches of time in which my human interaction is limited to merely polite exchanges with those I meet. Nary much warmth, care, or concern outside of satisfying my own interests and staying up to date with my to-do lists. Scrooge might have continued in this way until his own death if the world of spirits had not intervened in his relaxed state of decomposition. I too am thankful for supernatural events which remind me often of the world to come and break me from my usual pattern of calculation and cold rationality.

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