Fragments of Thoughts: Not of this world

Don’t feel like you belong? Well, that’s probably because you are not of this world… Through all the brokenness, longing, and ravishing, a silent figure approaches but keeps silent, he knocks but does not enter. He too is not of this world even though he entered it. He created it in perfection, and it will one day be refined to perfection but right now we are in a cosmic drama of having the choice of which side to join: life or death.

There is a piece of art that adorns the walls of Keble College, Oxford in their side chapel called The Light of the World. It pictures Christ wearing a crown of thorns, holding a lantern that is shedding light on the dark scene, and knocking on a door. Painted by William Holmen Hunt in 1853, this icon is hauntingly beautiful in its use of light. And while much can be said about the brilliant workmanship of the masterpiece perhaps what is most remarkable about the painting is what is missing; the doorknob. The door on the outside lacks a doorknob. He knocks but we must answer.

Though the curse has long been broken
Adam’s sons are still the prisoners of their fears
Rushing helter-skelter
To destruction with their fingers in their ears
While the Father’s voice is calling
With an urgency I’ve never heard before
To come in from the darkness now
Before it’s time to finally close the door

Adam, Adam, where are you?

Don Francisco

Though we resist it, our very being is crying out to answer the one who gives us life. The angels and the saints are praying for us to finally give ourselves wholly to our creator; not just our good parts but the broken, and the hurting parts. “Behold I stand at the door and knock. If any man hear my voice and open the door I will come in to him and will sup with him and he with me.” (Revelations 3:20)  

References

“The Light of the World.” Keble College, http://www.keble.ox.ac.uk/about/chapel/light-of-the-world/.

Francisco, Don. Adam Where Are You? 1977, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HKB2Q7JOIws.

Not From Around These Here Parts

After a little while, those standing there went up to Peter and said, “Surely you are one of them; your accent gives you away.” (Matthew 26:73)

Great & Holy Saturday
April 11, 2026

The Eve of another Pascha finds our family in eager expectation again for the Feast of Feasts. It has been a tremendous Holy Week with perhaps the last time all seven of us will be able to celebrate most of the services together (not less than 16 that have stretched from last Friday all the way into this coming Tuesday morning). I am now putting my thoughts together for a post on Pascha.

The reading that caught my attention this year is the portion from St. Matthew’s Gospel about St. Peter’s denial of the Lord. These bystanders, these inconsequential servants recognize Peter and call him out as a disciple. One of the times, they put the case even further by claiming his Galilean accent betrays him. I found this curious for two reasons: 1) What it meant to be a Galilean fisherman in a cosmopolitan city like Jerusalem and 2) What it meant for chatty, uppity servants (and even maidens) to talk above their station to a disciple of a prominent rabbi.

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Holy Week Highlights

April 9, 2026
Great and Holy Thursday
Institution of the Lord’s Supper

Our family is generally pious and church-going. As the children get closer to teen years, they like to have options which sometimes means attending divine services remotely or at another parish. Family traditions around church attendance naturally ebb and flow with the development of the human persons that make up each family organism. But there is one time of the year which proves irresistible even to our teens who like to make different plans: We are in the midst right now of Orthodox Holy Week, a time of rich pageantry and meaningful stories of repentance and triumph of evil.

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Salvation is a Ladder

March 22, 2026
Sunday of St. John Climacus, author of the Ladder of Divine Ascent

Blessed and Holy Great Lent to all on this 4th week of the Great Fast in the Orthodox Church. I neglected to post my usual reflections at the start of Lent, but there is no better time than the present. What comes to your mind when I say the word salvation? I grew up thinking of it in two categories that I was told were diametrically opposed: On the one side, faith in God, deep and sincere, was all that I needed to achieve perfection; that God would accomplish this work in me without any effort on my part. On the other side was something we called “works righteousness” which meant a belief that we could somehow obligate God’s salvation by performing the right deeds in the right sort of way. To be clear, St. Paul condemns this kind of works for salvation exchange, but St. James in his epistle also condemns the former position; he calls faith without works as something dead. So what is missing in this relationship between faith and works?

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A Quiet Corner Getaway

The wife and I steal away again from the noise of Boston to celebrate our wedding anniversary this weekend. Spurning the more famous Boston establishments, we have a new favorite getaway in a remote, quiet corner of Massachusetts. The town of Northfield boasts two great advantages over anywhere else we might choose: 1) Its proximity to our nearest Orthodox Monastery of St. John the Baptist in Warwick, MA (only 10 minutes by car), and 2) A bed and breakfast by the name of Centennial House which provides a sufficient amount of relaxation alongside of stimulating conversation.

Centennial House in Northfield, MA
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A Resurrection Story for Christmas

Went last night to opening night for New Life Fine Art’s Ebeneezer Scrooge: A Christmas Carol. I wonder if this story has the record on my blog for the most posts, as it never gets old and never ceases to nourish my old and tired soul. This year, two of my middle children are performing in it, and it was such a pleasure to see their noble efforts from the audience. Such a rich contribution to this timeless classic: original music from the director, colorful stage pictures in Victorian London, a live orchestra to accompany the recorded music, and best of all, a powerfully spiritual message of transformation and resurrection in the show’s main character Scrooge.

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An Annual Birthday Gift

November 28-29, 2025
Beginning of Advent in the Orthodox Church

Revived a recent tradition this afternoon as my oldest bought me a ticket to the yearly Messiah performance at Boston Symphony Orchestra by the Handel and Hayden Society. I cannot think of a better birthday gift. It is simultaneously a way to remember my departed mother whose repose began this tradition two years ago and to inaugurate the Advent season of preparation for our Lord’s coming in the flesh.

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The Path of the Cross

Sunday, September 15/28, 2025
Sunday after the Exaltation
GM Nicetas the Goth

2 Corinthians 6:1-10
Mark 8:34-9:1

In the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Spirit. Amen. Christ is in our midst. I would like to begin this morning with one of the weekday exapastoleiria for the Cross:

The Cross is the guardian of all the world, the Cross is the beauty of the Church, the Cross is the might of kings, the Cross is the support of the faithful, the Cross is the glory of the angels, and a scourge to demons.

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Camping with Friends Old and New

Ah, Dennison. Glorious Lake Dennison in Winchendon, MA this weekend when the Russians all converge upon it. It is a decades old tradition now for a group of Russian families to come here from Boston on a weekend mid August. It is glorious for adults and kids as well.As everyone gains what they crave most– an open-ended schedule and time to spend with friends.

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An Old Family Camping Tradition

Over ten years ago our family began camping at a place that has never ceased to satisfy our summer need for cooler temperatures, much swimming, and a night sky free of city lights. This summer alone, I have already returned three times to this beloved ground and now I wish to wax eloquently on all her virtues.

Nickerson State Park on Cape Cod sits in the crux of the Cape’s massive elbow just a half a mile south of its bay side shore. All 1,900 acres lay available for any citizen of the Commonwealth to rent for the current price of only $22 per night (slightly more for out of state and nicer accommodations like a yurt). Just bring your tent, some folding chairs and maybe even a portable shelter and the park provides the rest: a fire pit with grill, a picnic table, and a close by water spigot, bathrooms, and even showers! And best of all, when you go for 2-3 days during the week at Nickerson, there is almost always availability to book last minute and still have a decent choice of spots.

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